I've always been a fighter. Yes, many times I've failed... But I never like/want to quit. I make sure I stay commited to the things I put my heart into.

However... Recently, I am losing hope in a few things. Have I lost the strength to carry on? Or does it even matter if I stay on?

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Sometimes I don't know anymore.

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I keep telling myself to think of the primary reasons why I wanted to do certain things. That helps a lot when I feel like giving up. Hang on to the vision, hang on to the dream.

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But how long can it last?

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It's easy to walk away when difficult situations arise. I've been told, people would naturally choose the way with less resistance. But... I really don't want to do that. I want to walk the narrow path.

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Nobody said it was easy.

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It's never about me anyway. It's more blessed to give than to receive. We all know this. I'd want to think that it means the giving of oneself as well.

Wow, what a revelation.